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Virtual Fighter Maneuvers

Thu, 01 Oct 2026 16:32:09 +0100

I realise I've been a bit quiet on the blog front for a few days, in part because I've also been a bit quiet on the coding front too. Looking at my GitHub contribution graph, the previous three days where I didn't commit anything are the longest run of no-commit days I've had in about 10 months. There are a couple of reasons for this: the first is that I've reached a bit of a natural pause point with my work on Rogallo (there's a biggish update brewing, but I've been taking my time with it), the second is -- as I expected -- getting my hands on the Steam Frame.

I haven't been playing with it exclusively -- when I have a good amount of free time I am back to streaming -- but I have been dipping in on occasion, and some of those occasions would be moments where I'd reach for the MacBook and bang out some code.

I'm still not set up for full-on PCVR, but I have "discovered" a game that runs really well on the Steam Frame, and it's one that's related to a favourite of mine in VR: Virtual Fighter Maneuvers.

Simply put: it's a very cut-down version of VTOL VR, designed to run well on standalone headsets. Graphically it's simplistic, and from a gameplay point of view it's very focused. There's no single-player campaign. There's no multiplayer campaign. There's no story at all. You strap on your headset, fire up the game, jump into a lobby and off you go: dogfight time!

I love it for that. I've always loved flight sims, and they're even more fun in VR. I like the slow pace and the sense of immersion. But if you're going to fly in VR it takes a bit of time to get set up and plan things. This is the total opposite. I love that I can dive in for 30 minutes, have a fun experience, and then be done. It's ideal for quick, casual sessions.

That's not to say I only want to play for those short bursts -- I have played longer sessions -- it's more to point out that it's a game that combines perfectly with the low-activation-energy accessibility of the Steam Frame. It's a game that makes the Frame feel as easy to pick up as the Steam Deck.

Of course, being a mainly multiplayer game, your chances of having a good time are mixed¹. I've been into a couple of lobbies that have been really fun, with a good mix of folk, who all seem to have joined to have a good time. I've also joined matches where it's just kids wanting to be edgelords on the Internet. Thankfully, so far, it's more the former than the latter. Sadly, though, there don't seem to be that many people playing it. In my (UK timezone) evenings there's normally, at most, four matches on the go that you might be able to join.

There also seems to be a 1v1 matchmaking service so you can get a ranking by battling folk at a similar level to you (I'm a newb to the game, of course); I've yet to actually get such a match going.

This one is a keeper and I can see myself diving into it often for a good while to come.

It does have bot matches too, so you can do some limited single-player gameplay. ↩

Initial Steam Frame impressions

Sat, 26 Sep 2026 11:36:53 +0100

Yesterday evening I finally had the chance to unbox my Steam Frame and have an initial play with it. Here are my impressions of it after playing for a couple of hours. Note that this isn't intended to be any kind of review, just some jotted notes about things I noticed and concluded. The order might appear a little random too.

Unboxing

The first thing I noticed was the obvious lack of any actual instructions. Either I missed the obvious, or there was no leaflet and nothing on the box to tell me how to get it up and running. I had already read online what to do so didn't have any issues, but this still strikes me as odd. I guess the Frame isn't intended for the full consumer market and so the kind of enthusiast who plays with SteamVR is likely curious enough to go find information or work things out, but it still feels like an odd omission.

The other thing that feels like a serious omission is the complete lack of any sort of welcome experience. I remember when I first got my Quest 2, the introduction app was a whole thing and did a great job of showing off the hardware. Heck, even the Steam Deck has Aperture Desk Job. It seems like a very odd choice that something new for the Frame wasn't created.

For example, The Lab is a decade old now; it seems strange to me that they didn't refresh it and promote it as a standalone initial experience for the Frame -- perhaps using it to show off some of the new capabilities or something.

Comfort

While I did buy the ergonomic kit, I didn't set any of that up right away. I was keen to try the device out so my initial test was without the top strap in place. While I've since fitted it, and find it a useful addition, I'm amazed at just how comfortable the headset is to wear. I've spent many hundreds of hours wearing the Quest 2 and the PSVR2, neither of which was horrible, but both of them felt uncomfortable after some use. Based on my initial impressions the Frame feels like something that could be worn for pretty long sessions without any problem.

To be clear: The Steam Frame is by far the most comfortable headset I've worn. This in turn makes it feel like the headset with the least activation energy required when it comes to being motivated to "jump into VR".

Controllers

The controllers are... okay, I guess. Compared to the headset they feel cheap, which they might well be. Based on my experience with the Quest 2, the controllers are the things that take the most punishment and so they're most likely to be the things that need replacing most often. Perhaps they're designed with the right balance of "last long enough" and "affordable to replace".

The main issue I have with the controllers is they seem to have crammed too much into them. They've put all four buttons on the right controller, and a D-pad on the left controller. Perhaps I'm missing something here but this feels like overkill. I found that this made the controllers feel far too busy. All of this also means that the two top buttons (the ones normally used to pull up menus of some description) feel just out of reach. During my time playing last night I found I was having to constantly readjust my grip to reach different buttons, which then meant I was often having to peek under the headset to actually see where my fingers were landing.

Honestly, in terms of ergonomics, I'd say the Frame's controllers are worse than those of the Quest 2, but slightly better than the ones that come with the PSVR2¹.

There's also the complication of the controller straps that come in the ergonomic kit. I love these sorts of straps (the kind that goes around the back of your hand) as they generally make controller use more comfortable. It's great to not have to keep gripping the controller all the time, and it also feels more natural if you need to throw something in VR. But it really feels like whoever designed the controller layout never spoke with whoever designed the straps. The combination ends up being pretty awkward.

I've never used the Index controllers, but everyone I've spoken to who has always seems to sing their praises. Based on that, the Frame's controllers feel like they can't have come from the same company.

Inside the headset

I've read a good few comments from people on Reddit that say that the display in the headset is pretty dark. That wasn't my experience at all. Out of the box I found the display bright enough, and that wasn't even turned up as high as it will go.

The other thing I found was that the display felt like the clearest one I've tried out yet. I wear glasses; I'm short-sighted and have an astigmatism that needs correcting. Given the design of the headset there's no way I was going to wear my specs while using it, so for the moment I'm playing unaided². Despite that I found the display very readable (to be fair, I'm not that short-sighted).

What is slightly disappointing is the lack of an actual "home" when you boot up the headset. This feels like a missed opportunity. Like, sure, the floating menus and the stark landscape are fine and do the job, but the actual home to exist in always felt like a fun thing. Even the Quest 2 has this -- surely it could be done on the Frame?

Audio

I really like the audio. My VR audio experience comes from the stock Quest 2 and also stock PSVR2. The Frame is obviously very similar to the Quest 2, in that the speakers are "near" your ears but don't cover them in any way. I like this. I like this a lot. I find this a really comfortable way to experience VR (and, while it's not an issue at the moment, the ideal setup for recording your voice for video-making or streaming purposes -- you're less likely to end up shouting). I've never liked the PSVR2 in-ear buds so I'm glad it's nothing like that.

While playing, I found that the sense of direction of sounds was pretty spot on, which is something that very obviously matters to immersion. That level of immersion, combined with an awareness of your own surroundings, feels like just the right balance.

Battery life

The battery life is not great, it has to be said. I think I got something like 40 minutes out of the device when I first booted it up. In all fairness, I can't remember what level it was on to start with, and I was also doing an OS upgrade, controller update, and the installation of a game or two.

The second part of my initial session started with something like 95% battery available. That second session ended up on about 20% battery left after playing Alyx for the better part of an hour, give or take (I didn't make a point of actually timing it).

I feel like, with a full charge, and depending on what I do, I might get around 90 minutes out of the device. This feels less than I'd get out of the Quest 2 back in the day.

All of this was, of course, playing a game locally on the headset itself. It will be interesting to see how it compares when in PC-based PCVR streaming mode using the supplied dongle.

Given my interest in using this mostly in standalone mode, I can see myself buying an external power unit and hooking it up while it's stuck in a pocket or something.

Ergonomic kit

The ergonomic kit feels like a thing that should have been included in the price, if I'm honest. The additional strap for the headset is, as I mentioned above, nice to have and improves the comfort from comfortable to very comfortable. The straps for the controllers feel a little cheap but do the job.

I've not tried out the nose guard thing yet. There's no doubt that a lot of light leaks around the nose, but at the same time that's actually quite handy for quickly glancing at the world around you if you need to be able to check on something (your phone, or where your fingers are on the controller because of the issues I mention above).

Now, this might just be me being a bit dense: I found the instructions that came with the kit kind of confusing when it came to the controller straps. I got there in the end, but I feel like the visuals printed on the box could have been so much better.

Thankfully my kit was complete. I've seen reports of people finding broken parts, missing parts, or things like two right-handed controller straps rather than a left and a right.

Gaming

For my initial session I only played games standalone. While I do have a PC for PCVR purposes, it's still packed away after my move last year. I will drag it out and give it a go at some point, but the standalone gaming abilities are what interest me most at the moment.

Gunman Contracts - Stand Alone

The first game I decided to try out was Gunman Contracts - Stand Alone. While the "Stand Alone" in the name is in reference to it no longer being a mod for Half-Life: Alyx, my understanding is that it is intended to be playable standalone on the Steam Frame.

It isn't. It so very isn't.

The FPS was horrible, and I noticed lots of graphical distortion as I tried to play. I never made it out of the home bunker as the whole thing was just a laggy mess.

This doesn't surprise me though. Based on other reviews it looks like it's not the best experience even when playing in full PCVR mode. I've also played it flat-screen on the Steam Deck and it's okay there, but obviously needs some work.

I will revisit this, as I noticed in the settings for it that everything seemed to be turned up to the max. Textures were on Ultra for example, which seems like a wild choice out of the box for a game running on a standalone VR headset. Given this I'm going to assume the game makes zero effort to detect the environment it's running in and to configure good defaults.

Gun Club VR

Next up I tried Gun Club VR. This is a game I've played before native to the Quest 2, and also in PCVR. Given it's an older game I had high hopes for it. I was right to. This was pin-sharp and buttery smooth. In terms of how it looked and felt in the headset it was night and day compared to Gunman Contracts.

Sure, I'm comparing apples and oranges there in terms of game age and what's being asked of the hardware, but I think it's a good comparison of the different ends of that spectrum.

While Gunman Contracts left me concerned that a lot of VR gaming would be off-limits on the Frame, Gun Club VR gave me hope that many of the classics will run well (perhaps after some tweaks by the authors).

Half-Life: Alyx

The third and final game I tried out was Half-Life: Alyx. I've played this in full PCVR mode before, and do feel it's pretty much the peak VR experience. The idea that this could work standalone was wild to me. I know Valve have worked hard on making it work, and are promoting it to the point of bundling it with the Frame³, but it still felt like it was going to be a bad time.

It wasn't a bad time. It was a good time.

While it's very obvious that the graphics have been dialled down, and while I did see a fair bit of pop-in of assets from time to time, generally it looked good and performed well. In my peripheral vision I could obviously see that the resolution was super-low, but no matter where I was directly looking, I saw a quality image (presumably eye-tracked foveated rendering at work, although I've not checked if it is used in Alyx). There was almost no stutter, no lag to speak of, and it felt as good as I remember when playing it in full PCVR mode.

Conclusion

Overall my first experience is pretty positive. Out of the box the Steam Frame is the most comfortable VR experience I've had yet. Given I'm writing this just one week after getting the purchase invitation email, I have high hopes for this device. It seems obvious that there's a load of software and firmware improvements to come, and I can imagine a good third-party market of add-on products to augment the use of the headset (mics, headphones, care and storage, power without full tether, etc.). I also imagine there will be a scramble to optimise a good number of VR games and experiences to get them working well standalone.

It is, without question, expensive for what it is. I very much doubt that this was Valve's intention or doing. The demand for various types of hardware is having a broad impact and I don't need to detail that. Taking this fact into account, this feels like a great little product that's only going to improve with time.

While I'm not sure I'll return to recording VR videos again, at least not with the frequency I used to, I will be returning to enjoying playing VR again thanks to this little device making it very accessible.

I'd place the PSVR2 higher than the Frame if it wasn't for the fact that I find the grips of the controllers far too bulky and very difficult to keep gripped for an extended period of time. ↩
I will be getting prescription inserts when they become available. ↩
Pity us poor souls who already own it I guess. ↩

Steam Frame is here

Wed, 23 Sep 2026 17:14:29 +0100

Actually a little sooner than I was expecting -- look what turned up today!

When I saw this morning, based on tracking, that it had made it to the national distribution centre down in England, I was expecting it to head up this way today and perhaps be out for delivery tomorrow. But, no, a little later in the morning I got an email to say it was up here and would head out this afternoon.

I probably won't be giving it a spin this evening, mainly because I had plans to stream some more Atomfall and I'm actually really into the story right now. The other reason is that I'm still waiting for the charger and ergonomic pack to show up. Not that I need them (it's not like I don't have a charger that'll work), but it would be nice to have those extra items to hand when I first have a play.

Realistically, I'm probably not going to get the chance to fire it up until Friday evening. That's fine, I'm in no rush. I've gone this long without playing much VR; a couple more evenings won't hurt.

Meanwhile, I've found out that Gunman Contracts - Stand Alone will actually work in standalone mode on the Frame. Yes, I know the name might suggest that, but the "Stand Alone" in the name is in reference to the fact that it's no longer an Alyx mod. This makes me quite happy. This is a game I've been looking forward to playing for a couple of years now and the prospect of being able to dive into it on the Steam Frame, without needing to faff with my PC, very much appeals.

I'll be sure to jot down some impressions once I've had a proper session.

Steam Frame is shipped

Mon, 21 Sep 2026 10:09:21 +0100

I sat down at my desk at about 08:40 this morning and, five minutes later, got an email from Valve to say they were preparing my Steam Frame for shipping! On visiting the site, it said it was shipped.

Checking with the carrier, there's the usual message to say they're aware of the package but haven't picked it up yet. At this rate, it does look like I'll have my hands on it this week.

Time to have a proper look into what games and apps will run standalone on it. The updated Alyx I know about (which does have me wondering if the workshop items will work -- the original Gunman Contracts should be fun), but I've not really checked yet what other actual VR titles will run without the need for a PC.

Steam Frame is packaged

Sun, 20 Sep 2026 08:52:44 +0100

It looks like things are moving a wee bit quicker than I remember when I bought the Steam Controller, with the status of my Steam Frame purchase moving to "packaged" pretty quickly.

I'm curious as to when it will arrive. The small number of times that I've purchased Valve hardware, I've generally found the actual shipping (once it's shipped) to be reasonably swift.

I could be in the position of being able to play with my new headset before next weekend. While I'm most interested in the standalone experience, I might have to dig out the VR gaming PC, update a bunch of things on it, and give it a general tidy. It's getting on a bit now, but it will be interesting to test out the wireless PCVR mode.

Steam Frame purchased

Sat, 19 Sep 2026 10:16:49 +0100

I didn't have to spend too long in the Steam Frame reservation queue. I'd just sat down on the sofa, after having dinner yesterday evening, opened the MacBook to hack on some code, and had this turn up:

I didn't hesitate. However, during the checkout journey, there was a glitch. I opened the email, clicked on the link to go and confirm the purchase, and on the Steam site I was greeted with a message to the effect that the quantity I was buying was too great! It wouldn't let me proceed to the payment. I clicked on the button to view my basket and this is what I saw:

This did make me slightly nervous for a moment. It was an obvious glitch, but was it double-counting the same unit, or had it somehow added two units to my basket? Given that I couldn't progress without doing something, I removed one and... it was all okay.

So as of right now I'm paid up, I have an active order, and now I wait for physical delivery. The estimated delivery time seems to be between 3 and 5 (working?) days.

Meanwhile, I now need to figure out what to do about prescription lens inserts. The inserts that Valve recommend on the Steam Frame page are currently "coming soon", which is mildly annoying. I have noticed in the Steam Frame subreddit a couple of people mentioning other companies who are already manufacturing and shipping inserts. I might take a look at them.

The need for prescription lenses is one annoyance of VR for me. Sure, it's easily fixed, but it's a bit of a shame when, upon opening the box, I have to go with a blurry experience for a wee while. Of course, I could wear my glasses in the headset, but based on my experience when I got my Quest 2 back in late 2020, that's not comfortable and there's the danger of scratching the glasses, headset lenses, or both.

It's not worth the risk.

In the Steam Frame queue

Fri, 18 Sep 2026 08:54:45 +0100

It's getting on for six years now since I got my first VR headset, and it's the best part of five years since I sorted myself with a PCVR setup. Between then and now I've played a lot of VR games and spent a lot of time in VR.

This last year, though, aside from a quick dabble with the PS5 version of Zero Caliber, I've not really been in VR. Mostly this is down to me moving late on last year, and evenings and weekends now being busier with other things. It's sort of always felt like a hassle to have to set up the PCVR rig (when you live alone it's fine to have your PCVR rig lying around the living room all the time; when you share with other people and your cat... not so much).

So when I saw the Steam Frame announced and realised that it would likely give me standalone access to some PCVR-level games (yes, I know, not really PCVR, but I would hope that there will be a push to get many games running standalone), I was tempted. Very tempted. Not only does it offer a good-quality standalone headset, it's also still designed as a full PCVR headset. Feels win/win.

Fast forward to yesterday evening...

I don't know that I'll return to recording PCVR quite yet -- I guess that'll depend on what the Frame offers in terms of being able to record -- but I aim to dive back into any parts of my catalogue that will work with the device. I think a full revisit to the world of Half-Life is necessary if nothing else.

Finally used the Steam Controller

Sat, 16 May 2026 19:48:28 +0100

Well, this week didn't quite go according to plan, so I didn't get to test out the Steam Controller straight after it arrived. This afternoon, after messing about with code and agents for a few hours, I decided it was high time I stopped doing coding things (and to some extent day-job learning things) and instead did gaming things.

I dragged the Steam Deck and its dock into the living room, hooked everything up, and had a few hours of running and shooting and stuff. Before I could get started I had to plug the "puck" into the Deck with the supplied cable, and let it update. I then had to unplug the puck and plug in the controller to do the same. Finally I had to plug the puck back in (I hadn't quite realised, but it's the wireless connector for the controller) and I was good to go.

I messed around with a few things, including Brotato, DooM II, Cyberpunk 2077 and a lot of Suit For Hire. All felt good. All worked well. For some reason, this more than ever, makes me look forward to the Steam Machine.

I have a funny feeling I'll be joining the reservation queue when I get the chance.

As for the controller itself: it's a controller. It feels good in the hand. It feels comfortable. All the buttons feel in the right place. As someone who's used a Deck for a while it feels like having all the benefits of the Deck without having to hold the Deck itself. If you are already partly in the Valve hardware ecosystem it makes perfect sense as a thing to own.

Yes, I did try dropping it (carefully). No, I didn't manage to make it scream.

Planning on returning to streaming

Fri, 15 May 2026 08:38:53 +0100

For the past few years, pretty much every evening for a couple of hours, I would stream while playing games on my PS5. Before that I went through a period of streaming while playing games on my VR gaming setup, often mucking about in things like cyubeVR and Gunman Contracts. It was a fun time and I got the chance to make some fun acquaintances online. All of this was made possible by the fact that I had a really nice, fast fibre connection where I lived.

Late on last year I moved. Unfortunately the location I moved to didn't have fibre available. That's not to say the house lacked fibre; it was that it wasn't even possible to get it to the house. For some time it wasn't clear that it ever would be. So I was back on 35Mbps down and 3Mbps up, on a good day. Not a good streaming experience at all.

I tried. I had a few sessions. Sometimes it would fail. Sometimes it would work but the quality would be bad. It wasn't a good time. Because of this I've taken an extended break from streaming.

The complete lack of availability of fibre changed a couple of months ago. Since moving I've made a point, every few weeks, of going and seeing if there are any plans to run fibre to our location. Finally, back in March, one day, I checked and I COULD ORDER FIBRE!

I'd actually been through this whole thing once before. When I moved back in 2019, I went from a 35/3 connection (which still seemed pretty fast then) down to a horrible 5/0.6, on a good day, kind of connection. That was hard (although a deeply worthwhile trade under the circumstances at the time). When I finally got fibre at that place it was amazing. I went from 5/0.6 to 950/150 overnight. It felt like I had my whole Steam Library locally available the whole time.

So, when I realised that fibre was available to me again, that was an instant sell. As I say, this happened back in March and I still don't have it, because actual digging and stuff has had to happen. People had to write to people to get permission to do things, and so on. It's been kind of agonising watching the slow but steady progress towards being very online again.

But, soon enough, I should be back. I won't stream as much as I used to, just because the move entailed having other things to be doing in my evenings, and having new responsibilities. But I do aim to get some gaming in two or three times a week, most weeks. Also, whereas the last few times I've streamed it's been me mostly messing about in Death Stranding 2, once I have a reasonable connection again I think it'll be time to pick a new game and (attempt to) play it through.

No plans on which game yet, but there's a handful on my "to consider" list.

Steam Controller is here

Mon, 11 May 2026 15:25:57 +0100

It has arrived!

I feel that Valve have upped their presentation game a little. Even the box feels quality; I don't remember my Steam Deck turning up in such a nice box.

I might give it a go tonight. I probably should. On the other hand there's some coding I want to mess with so I have competing desires!

The plan, at the moment, given my Windows gaming PC is still kind of packed up after moving late last year, is to pair this up with either the Deck, or perhaps even my MacBook (it's got Steam on it now too) and try out a couple of games and see how it feels.

Steam Controller is close

Mon, 11 May 2026 09:15:17 +0100

Looks like my Steam Controller is close! Very close!

Good job I updated the OS on the Steam Deck yesterday. It's almost like I anticipated this.

Steam Controller in the UK

Fri, 08 May 2026 13:33:30 +0100

Not that I'm avidly tracking it because I'm envious of all the pictures I'm seeing on Reddit, but...

One step closer to getting my hands on my Steam Controller!

Steam Controller is shipped

Wed, 06 May 2026 21:04:00 +0100

Well, that was pretty quick. This morning it was in the packaged state and, checking just now:

When I've bought hardware from Valve before, I'm pretty sure it's taken around 3 days to get here, coming from the Netherlands. I can see this is shipping from there too, so I'm going to guess about the same amount of time.

So, some time early next week at the latest, perhaps?

Steam Controller is packaged

Wed, 06 May 2026 08:32:29 +0100

After a day of no movement, I wake up to see this:

One step closer to getting my hands on it!

I'm oddly kind of invested in getting my hands on this. A regret I have is that I never bought one of the originals. Back in the day I did buy (and still own) a Steam Link and it served me well for a while, 4 homes ago. The 1st gen controller would have been ideal with that but somehow I just never got round to grabbing one.

And, sure, while I have Xbox and Sony controllers kicking around (I especially like my Death Stranding 2 DualSense controller), there's something very appealing about a controller that feels the way the Steam Deck does; I find it a really pleasant gaming experience in the hand.

So, this time, I'm not missing out.

My primary intended use at the moment is to pair it with my Steam Deck and use it as my "Steam Console", plugged into the TV while I game from the sofa. Eventually I hope to be pairing it with a Steam Machine, of course.

Meanwhile, since moving last year, I've not set up my Windows gaming machine yet. It's a bit bulky to have in the current living room setup, but not impossible to set up in the office. Perhaps... perhaps I should actually dig out the Steam Link again and set it up with that!

Steam Controller ordered

Tue, 05 May 2026 08:33:37 +0100

After dropping one in my basket at 18:00 (UTC+01:00) yesterday, it took around 70 minutes of trying and trying and trying to get to a point where I could pay.

It paid off.

Now I just need to wait however long it takes for it to turn up.

When I first dropped the controller in my basket it was showing that shipping would be within 3 to 5 working days; by the time I managed to pay it was saying 6 to 10 working days.

Which is fine, it's not like I need this right now. My plan is to use it with my Steam Deck in console mode, plugged into the TV; eventually though I hope I'll be using it with a Steam Machine.

So, yeah, I can wait a couple of weeks.

My new favourite game on Steam

Mon, 04 May 2026 18:42:33 +0100

So the new Steam Controller is released. I kind of fancy one. I love my Steam Deck, so a controller with similar abilities, which I can use with the 'Deck or with my Windows PC (and perhaps my future Steam Machine?), is a bit of a no-brainer.

Buying one is going just as well as you'd imagine. Added to the basket at the moment of release. Here I am, over 40 minutes later, playing the worst clicker game going...

Just... one... more... click...

Back to Death Stranding

Mon, 05 Feb 2024 07:45:00 +0000

Death Stranding is easily one of my top 5 games ever. I bought the PS4 version, on a whim, back in early 2020, to see what all the fuss was about. I didn't know much about it other than the love/hate it seemed to be getting. I can still remember the first session, being a bit confused about what was going on, and then suddenly hitting a perfect moment in the game where I knew it was for me, and that I was going to love it.

That moment? It's when you're setting out for the incinerator, the camera pulls back, the landscape opens up before you, and Bones by Low Roar kicks in. Perfection!

I went on to finish the story in around 45 to 50 hours (much of that overlapping with the first week or so of lockdown during the pandemic); and then played at least as much again just exploring, building zip lines, roads, etc.

I even kept a photoblog of my time in the game.

About a year back I bought the Director's Cut of the game, this time for PC. I'd decided that I had to play it through again and did start streaming it. Annoyingly though the PC setup wasn't great. The game itself ran just fine on my PC, but the controller setup meant that, as I sat on the sofa, it would drop connection from time to time. The only workaround for this was to sit on my office chair closer to the TV and, really, this wasn't comfortable.

Eventually that play-through fell away.

Fast forward to last week and the release of the 10 minute Death Stranding 2 trailer and I was hooked all over again! While it never totally went away, my obsession with this game was back full force.

I had to play again!

Meanwhile, between the attempt to play through on the PC and now, I'd acquired a PS5 and at some point I'd upgraded my PS4 version of Death Stranding to the PS5 Director's Cut.

So I had to. I just had to. I'd had a great time streaming my play through the story of Cyberpunk 2077 so it made sense to do the same with Death Stranding.

Last night I hit New game on my PS5 and played for just over 2 hours. This play through is likely going to take a long time -- my work situation means I have a longer and more tiring commute -- but I'm determined to do it. I want to experience all of the extra things in the Director's Cut, including the extra story (which I've read there is, but haven't seen or read about).

I hope, eventually, the playlist I started will have the full story plus lots more fun and building and exploring in it. Hopefully I'll be done just in time for the release of Death Stranding 2! (and GTA6, it's going to be a busy year for gaming next year!)

Steam Deck

Thu, 14 Dec 2023 16:47:00 +0100

Back in 2021, I think it was, when Value first announced the Steam Deck, I was all "hell yes sign me up!"; like... really, I signed up there and then to go on the waiting list. The idea of a wee device that would let me play a ton of games in my Steam library seemed like a great idea. The price seemed right too.

So, I signed up, and waited, and waited, and life moved on.

When I finally (I think it was the best part of 18 months later?) got the email saying my Deck was up for grabs and did I want to complete the purchase I... said nah. By this point I was so heavily into VR gaming that mucking with stuff on a Deck didn't seem to make much sense to me any more.

I moved on.

Then a few weeks back they announced the OLED version and I took a second look. There was now over a year of reviews to read, hacks to notice, fun to follow; now I could get an idea if a Deck was any good and if it was for me. So after a bit of review-reading and review-watching, Thursday last week, I slapped down an order; and by Tuesday the Deck turned up.

The overturning of my original decision to not buy came down to a couple of things. The first was: I recognised that there were a lot of games in my library, sometimes things I'd bought (often in a sale), sometimes things I'd got as part of a Humble Bundle, that just never got played. This, I noticed, was sort of down to an unfortunate relationship I'd developed with gaming.

See... VR has won me over. I love gaming in VR. Also, I love recording my gaming sessions and throwing them on YouTube. This means that, to some extent, in my head, there's effort to getting going with playing a game: I've got to power up the Windows PC; I've got to let it update stuff; I've got to let Steam update stuff; I've got to power up the VR headset; I've got to get it to connect to the PC (which generally works fine but on occasion needs a complete restart of everything); I need to decide what I'm playing next and what to record; I've got to get the recording software going; I've got to...

You get the idea.

Also, of course, I've got to be in the right state to be okay with having a computer strapped to my face (sometimes you don't feel 100% and being lost in a virtual world isn't the best thing to be doing).

This can feel like too much effort. It also means that gaming tends to be left for when I've got a few hours to dedicate to it.¹

But I also love playing games.

My thinking then was a Deck would be a great way of "forcing" myself to play the more casual stuff. There's no easy (that I know of) way to record or stream from the Deck; it's also easy to have it on the sofa and turn it on in a moment. This felt like the ideal device to have to hand, that was dedicated to gaming, and which would encourage me to take smaller gaming sessions when the time arises.

Like... sometimes I'll put something on to cook, come into the living room, pick up the tablet and scroll through the Internet. While I try not to doom-scroll too much, I can see that it would be more healthy to pick up the Deck and play DooM!

So far, two days in, I'm convinced this was an excellent idea and I'm totally won over.

I'm still getting a feel for what does and doesn't work best on the Deck, from a "my taste in games" point of view, but things that allow for dipping in and having a quick blast are winners.

Hong Kong Massacre has finally got a play, despite me owning it ever since I saw John Wick 4.

DooM II got installed and is working well -- I may have to slowly play my way through the whole thing. I've also installed Abyss Odyssey and so far am finding it quite charming and fun (it's an example of a game that isn't really my kind of thing; but I got it in a Humble Bundle, I think, and it's been sat there with 0 hours for way too long).

I've also failed to resist one of the more questionable titles from my younger days...

The real surprise for me though has been a game I bought on a whim a couple of weeks back, which was going cheap, looked fun, seemed nice and casual and which I installed on the PC and totally ignored (because, again, turning on the PC to have a quick game seems like a lot of faff): Brotato.

This game is frantic, way over the top, kinda confusing in parts (for me) but accessible enough that I can actually have a ton of fun with it; and what's really important is that I can pick up the Deck, turn it on, play a game of this for 10 minutes and then go on to do the thing I needed to do next. It's the perfect game to play while waiting for the next step in dinner to cook.

So, yeah, The Steam Deck... I'm won over; I'm so won over. And I haven't even properly explored the fact that it has a full GNU/Linux desktop inside it that I can use as a desktop machine...

Some of this is also true with gaming on the PS5; while it's easier to turn on and get going, and while I don't have a VR setup for it, I do have it in my head that it's more for "epic gaming" than quick casual stuff; see Death Stranding or Cyberpunk 2077 for example. ↩